LOG - 06/05/24

im at skewl rn, and im about to do my math lessons. its a semi ok day today, its not very interesting aside for the fact that my bf is gonna get a tux for his school's prom. yknow, the sad thing about their prom is that its very scripted. their school is notoriuos for scripting a lot of shit especially events that are supposed to be fun. he was gonna invite me and our friends but his school was like "nah" so here we are. i guess im just gonna wait until he shows me himself wearing the tuxedo. thatd be nice hehehehe...

LOG - 05/05/24

yahooo! its currently 2 AM!!! i am a bit sleepy, but i feel a bit enthusiastic about my site! i'll keep adding new stuff to it, whatever i can cook up in my head for this lil guy. i will look around for some inspo tho, thats a given. every artist needs a reference to draw a good figure!

my lover has fallen asleep in his alcohol-filled rest. i hope he isnt too inconvenienced with his state tonight! i hope he's doing well in his sleep, or if hes still awake, i hope hes having a good enough rest!! we will see eachother tomorrow, so dont worry too much! im spending my time here, typing away on my blog about whatsoever, interesting little things that pop up in my head whenever... anyways, im rambling too much, am i? hehe...

TIME - 9:20 AM

goooood morning everynyan!!! i just woke up from all our neighbours noise... theyre very much a nuisance in all times of the day, whether it be early in the morning or in the dead of night. everyday i wake up, i hope and pray that we move to a different neighbourhood because this one that were in right now has some entitled people who think theyre the only ones in the world. they dont consider other peoples lives. yknow, theres this one time i told them to shut up, and all they did was complain about how its already 10 in the morning and they can make whatever noise they want or some shit... aw man, it really makes me feel really ticked..

TIME - 8:30 PM

made some new stamps for the site!!

all f2u, w credit or not :3

LOG - 04/05/24

revamped my sites as best as i can! in a style less modern than the last layout... i was bored and i was very dissatisfied with my last layout, and i think this is a big improvement! my old layout was messy, and the code was messy too... idk i just dont really like it hehe... i see a lot of other peoples layouts and i get a bit envious how neat and beautiful, and how faithful they are to the old web! or at least, they gave their own spin to it. i, myself, made my old layout in the middle of the night with zero knowledge of coding. i guess in the following days, if i ever get bored again, i might remake this site again heheh...

pppwaaaahhh.... boy i sure do feel tired... ive been coding this lil site of mine for the whole entire day. from the moment i woke up in the afternoon, and until tonight and possibly even later. i dont know, its just a fun thing to do as a pasttime, but yknow... ive got homework to do and ive been stalling myself from doing them!! i have to make a research paper about mental health and how it relates to schools!!! it would be easier if i had some groupmates with me who could help me research, but this is a one man band im running and i dont know if i can take it! (or if i am taking it at all...)

oh well! you know what im gonna do? waste my day away, thats what! im just gonna sit here, code, wait for my bf if he ever comes back to message me or check up on me, eat, drink, just anything that isnt doing homework! cheers, everyone!

TIME - 10:58 PM

my bf just called me! he was so cute lol. hed been drinking with his family to celebrate another one of their get-togethers, so he was drunk when he rang me up. he was very cute, confessing to me his love and being a silly lil guy in general. he was practically unfiltered, which i found extra adorable. i love it when he does that, i get to see whats going on in that pretty little head of his. he spoke to me about doubt in a relationship. personally, i dont doubt him at all, i trust him completely. i think hes a good lil fellow. theres just some times when i question my own worth and question myself if i ever deserve the love he gives me, or if i am who he truly deserves... eh, i should get that out of my head! seriously, all this deserve and deserving is just a waste of time. no one deserves anything, at the same time, everyone deserves everything... idk.. thats it for now lol.